Guess...

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Great Performance

First of all let me tell you all, that i am not a music critic and i dont know the nuances of the music too. But all i can do i plug on to my ipod or laptop to listen to the songs and just enjoy without much analyzing it. Neither can i say whether the mild music mixed with the tune is coming from the veena or rudra veena nor can i say whether the vocalist is in his "graha priya" or tuned in "sri priya".But all i can see is the music should be something like this : When the music starts the body gets heated and as in progress each and every cell in the body gets the attention and the whole body shivering with the goose flesh and when it ends the blood in your body pumps and tries to come out as tears in the eyes ... oh, man i may not be good in writing this but you can feel that watching this young boy's performance.. (One of the judge share the same feeling with me..)
Watch out and let the show begin ....

Milwaukee...

I am back ......

The year that was !!!

Hmmm .. the new year mood is all bulding up and am planning to have a get-together in Blore with the college friends .. Have to book tickets for this ..
Just thinking what i accomplished this year .. nothing great but there are quite a few happenings this year ..
Physical changes
1) Increased weight from 55 to 66 in 12 months of which 8 kg weight in the last four months .
2) Tried full shaved head , french beard and clean shaven face wit long hair .. nothing fits me :-)
3) During colleges , i hate formals but now became a formal fanatic .. what to do ? have to adjust with this culture ..
Any other improvements ???
1) Became less senti and became little hard to break ..
2) Failed to make contact wit old friends but managed to get more new friends ...
3) Still single though not comforatable to get commited ..
4) Maintaining non-smoking and no to drinking successfully for the second year ....
5) was reading books but dono how i stopped , Chrichton and LOTR is still fresh in memory also managed to finish ponniyin selvan and sivakaamiyin sabatham ..
6) Met a friend after 6 years and was so happy . this event makes the year ...


Hoping the new year brings more happines and enjoymen

De-mat Account

“Can you please sign this form “asked him.
“Yeah sure “me replied and signed wherever he pointed and he’s turning the pages. Oh... It’s over, am going to get my De-mat account at last. This was in my To-Do list for a long time but managed to postpone it having the excuse of no pass-port size photo. In the era of camera cum mobile phones I don’t have a reason to visit the studio for my picture.
“Here sir “he pointed out the crossed box in the right hand bottom of the second sheet.
“Definitely “smiled me and signed there. Yesterday, when FD was saying that he’s going to take the de-mat account; I thought the time has come so searched my treasure box – the box in which I put all the trash. I have the habit of collecting all my things and put it into the box, all the bills, tickets, used pens, passport, degree certificate all goes in one box. I have a strange affection towards my things; I won’t throw away my pens or things even after their use but usually end up in missing few important documents. Emptied down and was running through it, huh – there was one with myself posing in French beard. That one was looking strange as I am in new look now. And also took the pan card and thrusted into the purse and added a reminder in my mobile.
He was turning the pages and showed the next sheet...
“Huh… one more “, looked at him and signed there lazily .... When the mobile reminded me about the De-mat I was in middle of the status update mail drafting. The service for de-mat account opening will be available from 5 to 6 only. Two days back only they have closed the out door of the ICICI, i.e, only infoscions can enter the bank Hurried up and went to the ground floor, cant fine the new entrance, the time was nearing 6 and finally got some help from the friends and am here...
“Number 4 … “signed the next page and he is turning pages ... hey wait, what’s going on
“5 , 6 ,7 .9 or 8 …. … Finally lost count and when I turned the last page I felt like I have sold all my assets to ICICI .. So many signs huh …. Then asked him “how many signatures “
“35”
Never felt sooooo happy for my signature being so short.. Just imagine if my signature is Varalaru kanda thiripuram eritha manu needhi chozha Balaji Sadagopan ….

The day in the past -1

Thursday - 14th December 2006 night 8.30 PM...
FD asked me "Hey dude, can we go for the movie ‘Departed’. I have some medium priority work to finish and hesitated for a while and asked "why not on Friday dude" .He replied that he will be going out for the weekend and wanted to see the movie. "Okay" I replied and then asked who else are joining us. Then we made few phone calls and altogether we were 6 set to go for the movie and reached ad labs multiplex at 9.30, the movie was supposed to start at 9.45. No queue in the theatre, swiped in our ICICI cards. Got silver tickets RS 90 each. Took the escalator. Got into the theater. AC welcomed us and got seated according to the number. In interval got 3 pop-corn rs 40 and 2 coke rs 30 each . Saw the movie and while returning took auto for 60.Reached home and slept in the bed .

14th August 2002... Night 7.30 PM...
"Hey come on hurry up da machi. Get ready for "thalaivar" (RAjini) movie “shouted my roomie who just entered after finishing his evening quota of smoking.”We are all going to watch 'thala' movie one day before everyone else" he reiterated the fact and he showed the BABA symbol. The enthu in his voice caught everyone and we the four roomies and two other friends threw our playing cards and were suddenly moving here and there for collecting our dresses. We all blindly picked up some dress in the pack which was piled in the extreme corner and were getting dressed.
One of my friend looked into the score for the rummy we have played and told "Machi today also Ilango have to pay for the cigarette”. To make the cards game interesting we usually have this custom, the loser has to pay for the others. And it is always either Ilango or Suresh who ends up in paying .
"Hey time is only 7.30 and the movie is at 10.30 only, why should we hurry. After all we have the tickets “Vijay said.
"Hey come on man this is not some x or y hero movie. This is thala movie machi , we have to be there from the start and god knows how big the crowd will be " replied Suresh , the hardcore rajini fan who got these tickets through his influence in Rajini fan club..
All agreed to Suresh and started from perungudi and suddenly we realized that no one has enough money. Having no other choice they looked into me. I have the habit of throwing all the changes into my box and it will be full of coins. So decided to open the box and to our bad luck it was full of 1 and 2 rupees coins only. It counted to around 30 rupees or something and this money will be enough only for tea and snacks and so we decided that while returning back every one has to walk.
We were waiting for the 21H, and even though it was fully loaded, we decided to stick to it. Only four of us managed to get into bus and two were missing. We came to know this only when we reached the destination. When we reached the theatre, all got excited by the banners and the cut-out. "Look at him. How smart he is even at this age" admired Suresh . When we got into theatres, we realized that there was a huge crowd before us and the queue was too big at least some 100 persons in between . Prasad, walked straight into the queue and we could see him mixing well with the queue in particular point. We silently followed him and we all settled there. When the last person got in between, the guy standing behind found out and he began to shout and there was a little hassle but we were 7 and the majority wins. Were there in the queue sweating, pushing, pulling and finally the counter was open at 10. 2 hours we stood in the queue and finally manage to break into the theatre... What a crowd? What an excitement? Entered into the theater and there was cigarette smoke everywhere. We were all coughing, yeah passive smoking is injurious to health and the sweat in the body was not dried by the old fan which was there as a dummy. Imly we got used to the situation and were dancing frantically for the songs. The movie started and there was a hell of excitement and everyone was shouting. I threw the bit of sheets which we took from the home [similar to flowers ;-)] .For nearly half of the movie we were dancing, though the movie was little sub standard for Rajini, we did not felt anything as the whole crowd was cheering and enjoying. Movie got over and while returning we all walked for nearly 7kms and in the night we started the next round of cards…

நண்பர்களுக்காக ....

காலையில் உடன் எழுந்து மாலை வரை
ஒட்டி இருந்த ஒருவன் ...
அலை கடல் ஓய்ந்தாலும் தன் குரல் ஓயாமல்
ஒலிக்க செய்த ஒருவன் ...
மறைத்து வைக்க வேண்டிய ரகசியங்கள்
எல்லாம் குறைத்து வைக்க ஒரு இடம் ...
கண் இமைக்கும் நேரத்தில் அணைத்தும் மாயம் ...
காலியாய் போன நாற்காலிகளை காணும் பொழுது
காணாமல் போன நண்பர்கள் ஞாபகம் ....

My first Crush

In the life when we just stop and look back we will think that we have missed a lot and also equally gained a lot.We tend to forget lot of things but not the first things that occured in our life .whenever we are about to start something new and not sure about that don't be hesitant as someone rightly said there is always a first time for everything . Well the word "first" itself firstly a magical term which make you happy,thrilling sometimes nervous and many times exciting . We all usually remember our first cycle/bike/car ride, the first date , first love(??),our first day in college, first day in the work,first day on stage, first kiss,first blog ;-),first mobile,first month salary etc etc.., oh and of-course how can i miss the title .. the first crush ..
Eventhough all the first are best remembered i can't think of the first time i met her.Probably it must have been at very earlier stage of my life which dates back to those days when my mom used to carry me and was feeding with the grinded food . i somehow remember that it must be some time in the night when my mom took me to the top floor of my house (rather first and last floor) to feed me , i must have seen her, From that time on i usually notice her staring at me ,smiling at me and giggling at me.At times when she was aware that i am staring at her,she hid her face in the curtains of her window .When she was shy she looks more beautiful:-).The feeling make wonderful and i was not aware of the reason.
She is bright,cute,romantic and always smiling and i usually see her daily through my window and in those days when i can't see her , i felt very bad and dark. Many times in the night i reach my roof and sleep their seeing her beauty through her windows . I tried to say a lot to her but never know whether she understood that or not . I was not aware that she was my crush untill i came to the adoloscent age . I then learnt that many others are also in love with her and when it happened to read a lyrics about her in a local weekly magazine i was stunned to know that half of the poets i have known are in love with her , They described her beauty and still she is uncomplete by words , and she probed me to write my first lyrics .. In my college life i came across many girls but none were as smart as she .The thought of her make me feel peace,happy , and an untold experience i can feel in my heart .
It was in the college days i totally forget about her and together with the friends i had very little time to think about her .I had very less chance to meet her and then when i was in the work i missed all my friends and then i realised that still there is one person who is very near to my heart is also very near to my place . still she is there to take care,to listen to me whatever i say and she is there forever for me ..she is so far from me still she is so close that i can see her almost everyday .oh i forget to say her name She is the 'nila'- 'the moon' the ultimate beauty of my life and also in anyone's life . But Guys remember she is my girl :-)..